Savage Update II

My poor Savage is no better, in fact, he's worse. He's not even taking liquids properly anymore. I don't think it will be too much longer until it's all over. I'm trying to come to terms with that, it's hard though. I still just feel so damn guilty for not seeing him much these past two years. No matter how I felt when I was there, he was always around to comfort me. Since he's been sick, I've only seen him once. It was horrible. I just sat there for an hour & cried while I petted him. He knew it was me, every time I tried to stop he would make a noise as if he didn't want me to go. It broke my heart to leave him, but I couldn't bare to see him like that anymore. It kills me still....